love love, i don't care what it does to me

i Love: my family, my dog & my job & falling to sleep to the sound of a fan.

i Fear: Chain restaurants, Wrinkles & not being able to shower before bed. I shower at least twice a day, if I can’t, I kind of freak out.
i Can’t wait to: buy my own house, own my own company/clothing line (I’m gonna call it the Sarah Kate Collection), go to heaven.

What I’ve learned about myself:
I have trouble trusting people, I definitely have some serious trust issues.
If I’m not working, I want to be.
I care for animals more than I do for babies/kids (except a small/special few).
I don’t like to ask people for help, I think I can do it all by myself.
I like to build fires and watch them burn, i love when my long hair smells like fire too...

Gonna be grreat in '08...

SO this summer I’ve gone to a lot less concerts than I normally do – recovering concertaholic some might say… I was able to attend two fantastic concerts with a couple of my favorite people. John Mayer, Camden – went with my bro Lukey. Had great seats, pitied the sorry suckers who got stuck on the lawn. Had lawn seats once, never again…I’m not a snob I promise…Saw some people we knew, got some drinks & some sailor shirts. GoooRGEouss Set list: Belief, No such Thing into Why Georgia, Waiting on the World to Change, Slow Dancing in a Burning Room, Free Falling, Bigger Than my Body, Mercy (DuFFy), Vultures, Heart of Life, Stitched up, Crossroads & Gravity (sooo long & sooo aahmazinc). Encore – Bold as Love, Wheel(I think I cried a little) & Say. Smoke machine was classy, John. Second concert was – big surprise – John Mayer at the Borgata, A.C. N.J. John is usually the only reason I venture into that state. No offense Jersey. Went with my guurrrl SarrR & my sis & her crew. SteeevVVVan, the Black Card Borgata Member won some serious chips (and I don’t mean Herr’s). I’ve never gambled in my life & I don’t plan on starting (oh wait, I did bet $100 that McCain would win the 2008 election).

The Office, not the show, the real deal

Things in the office that really grind my gears –

1. Bums who ride the elevator one floor…really? Take the stairs
2. People who slurp their morning coffee, c’mon – do you think I can’t hear you?
3. When the café runs out of my yogurt
4. “Funny” pictures of the office birthday gurls posted on the bulletin board for ALL to see....HelllLLoooOO Miss May

I can explain...

No wait, I really can’t…
See, I don‘t really know why but I have trouble explaining things. I’m going to have trouble explaining why I have trouble explaining things. My brother Zach always makes these clear cut observations about me & he’s so right on. He's been observing me for years and he came to this conclusion...When I tell a joke or say something that’s funny and people don’t laugh/respond, I always try to distract by singing or doing a little dance. Usually show tunes or Disney songs. Ridiculous, I know, but I think it’s the severe case of A.D.D. that I have. I’m reading into it – trying to figure out why I do what I do, why I act the way I act, why I think the way I think, etc…. I’ll figure it out one of these days. “Might be a quarter Life crisis or just the stirring in my soul…”

This is the first, so If i screw it up it's with good reason

never thought I would be a blogger
but I'm a devlin & we do crazy things & my family es crazy
& I love them more and more each day